being Jewish has its ups and downs

I watched eraserhead for the first time last night. Cream of wheat came out of the mutant babies stomach after his Father stabbed him in the lung. I can't get this image out of my head. I am a person sensitive to texture. As the screams of the baby turned into a soft gurgle I closed my eyes and pictured that beautiful day from so very long ago. A special kind of warmth that sinks into just the right places and seems to literally warm your heart. Sometimes things are darker shades,often they seem light as a feather. If reality is an illusion created by our egos, then what are we really looking at? Man created the concept of sight,our collective unconscious decides what beauty is. Light and dark hold much stronger meanings then we understand. The name Chet is just...disgusting. We're running out of fossil fuels at an alarming rate, and nobody seems to be addressing it. Our environment has become the lame,slightly over weight step-sister to the economy. GIRLS GONE WILD,SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!